disappointment filled the night, and part of the day, and yesterday.

went down to salsa with another friend of mine. last minute arrangement.
very bad. sigh. how to go for performance class like tat. argh.. having second thoughts. seriously. really did not perform up to standard. argh.

my tat friend is so good. he usually goes alone, and then asks the gals there to dance. today think cause he asked me down, so quite restricted, and guess what he did, he asked other guys to dance with me. other really really pro dancers to dance with me. and i feel so embarrass cause i cant do it well.
especially the last one. i wanna cry le la.. argh sob sob sob.

jia you jia you jia you!!!!
tired..
zzzz..